How do we make it stop? 

          YESTERDAY   Bodies rushing.   Glass smashing. That’s us. Noises in the air. Shouts, now I’m scared. I no longer trust. Drinking to fetch some thoughts of enlightenment, but still i cant forget how she hang up the phone on me. Crossing the fingers hard enough to make bruises,  just for things to get well. Heart beat rising. I’m not … Continue reading How do we make it stop? 

All my friends are fulfilling their dreams,  and i’m still interpreting mine

Everyone has dreams.   Everyone has ambitions.  Behind the windows i see my friends fulfilling theirs. I see people struggling through their potential and succeeding. I see people thriving. I see people rising.  All my friends i grew up with, those i hang out with,  now they have their dreams fulfilled.  They have their accomplishments.  And I’m still here. Right where i was from the beginning. … Continue reading All my friends are fulfilling their dreams,  and i’m still interpreting mine