In my previous post I talked my personal stuff, like how being celibate has really contributed to the person I have become today. I didn’t talk about it in depth, but the point was just to highlight how my life has been working out just fine being that way, and in some way it has led me towards realisations about myself and what I am … Continue reading Priorities Keep Changing
There are things we know by heart. Things that are so heavy to carry, and sometimes we try so hard to ignore them…. We pretend we are not aware of their existence; we look deeper when all we have to do is just look what is afloat; we ask questions just to escape the reality of what we know we can’t accept. Sometimes I think … Continue reading Things We Know By Heart
Having negative feelings is not that of a bad thing at all…. Letting them cloud and consume you that you back down and succumb to what can be controlled, now that is bad. Having doubts, having questions, or over thinking, none of this is bad. But drowning in them and shrinking and coiling because your self esteem is ruptured by them to an extent that … Continue reading The Truth Behind Negative Feelings
Don’t you look at your life right now and just wonder how your life could have been if you had just made a different decision at a certain point in your life? I know….don’t dwell in the past, blah blah blah…but I’m actually thinking about it right now, a lot. I’m seated as I write this, and there are people around me. Lots of people. … Continue reading It’s All Action and Reaction in Life
Life can be so twisty and turning, like your intestinal organs. You wake up one morning and make plans, and on the next day you throw it all away- probably it became clear what was needed to be done, or you were pretty sure it won’t work out. You live by your personal moral principles, and then it comes a time when you’re forced to … Continue reading My Plans, The Universe, and I…
Has it ever occurred to you that your life seems to always follow the same pattern? That there are things you can’t have, and you can’t change about yourself. You try to do things differently, at least escape insanity, but results still remain to be the same: that is very disappointing. It’s not being negative, or paranoid or over thinking, it’s trying to understand how … Continue reading This Thing Called Life…And It’s Madness…
Oh, this I know, I’ll meet people even when I don’t want to.Some I’ll grow fond of and they’ll like me as hell.Some I’ll want so bad, but they won’t feel the same way. At the end of it all, it’s how genuinely I try to make it count. Even with those who don’t feel the same way. One of the brutal thing life has … Continue reading Oh, This I Know….